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agendarani) wrote2024-12-21 08:28 am
agendarani) wrote2024-12-21 08:28 am
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Disappointing Year
Mau sedikit cerita karena sebentar lagi 2024 mau berakhir.
I feel like this year is the most disappointing year & I feel likes a failure.
Sampai sekarang udah setahun lebih aku lulus, belum dapet kerja meski aku udah coba ikut beberap job fair, volunteer event dan bahkan ikut beberapa seminar.
tapi rasanya nihil :') & umur sudah makin tua, jadi makin pesimis.
belum dengan kondisi industri dan ekonomi yang sekarang engga membaik. PHK dimana-mana dan banyak pengangguran.
dan aku juga cuman bisa pasrah di tahun depan.
However, I still need to do my best & have to cling for a semblance of hope.
di tahun aku ikut les bahasa prancis buat nambah kompetensi dan hopefully ini skill bisa sangat berguna kedepannya, well, there's nothing hurt to learn another languages! meski keluarga-ku pesimis karena ''buat apa belajar bahasa prancis?" but I want to believe I make the right choice & French is one of most-spoken languages in the worlds & I did my own research as well.
Meski masih agak kagok sama bahasa prancis but I'm more or less understood the grammars & French being romance language does help a lot for understand vocabulary! banyak beberapa kata yang mirip sama vocab b.inggris. jadi makin mempermudah buat belajar.
On other hand, I make website today karena neocities di blockir provider-ku (solved by using VPN) akhirnya aku bikin carrds yang isinya profil,resume dan portofolio aku. masih butuh tweak but it's there. I also make neocities too because nothing hurts and I believe it will be useful later to archiving my resumes, projects, etc. also god bless zonelets. also I want to write again....maybe I want to review some media I consume. and probably trying writing some article!
I hope good things will come for this year or next year.
I feel like this year is the most disappointing year & I feel likes a failure.
Sampai sekarang udah setahun lebih aku lulus, belum dapet kerja meski aku udah coba ikut beberap job fair, volunteer event dan bahkan ikut beberapa seminar.
tapi rasanya nihil :') & umur sudah makin tua, jadi makin pesimis.
belum dengan kondisi industri dan ekonomi yang sekarang engga membaik. PHK dimana-mana dan banyak pengangguran.
dan aku juga cuman bisa pasrah di tahun depan.
However, I still need to do my best & have to cling for a semblance of hope.
di tahun aku ikut les bahasa prancis buat nambah kompetensi dan hopefully ini skill bisa sangat berguna kedepannya, well, there's nothing hurt to learn another languages! meski keluarga-ku pesimis karena ''buat apa belajar bahasa prancis?" but I want to believe I make the right choice & French is one of most-spoken languages in the worlds & I did my own research as well.
Meski masih agak kagok sama bahasa prancis but I'm more or less understood the grammars & French being romance language does help a lot for understand vocabulary! banyak beberapa kata yang mirip sama vocab b.inggris. jadi makin mempermudah buat belajar.
On other hand, I make website today karena neocities di blockir provider-ku (solved by using VPN) akhirnya aku bikin carrds yang isinya profil,resume dan portofolio aku. masih butuh tweak but it's there. I also make neocities too because nothing hurts and I believe it will be useful later to archiving my resumes, projects, etc. also god bless zonelets. also I want to write again....maybe I want to review some media I consume. and probably trying writing some article!
I hope good things will come for this year or next year.